College Bound

The day has finally come. Lydia and Grace are leaving for college. Time to say goodbye to their home and to Uganda. We are all holding both excitement and heaviness in our hearts. We are so thankful Lydia knows God is calling her to Moody Bible College and Grace is called to Dordt University. To see them trust God as He led, called and provided for them is a blessing. They are ready and going to do great! But to go means to leave, goodbyes, closure, change and grieving. This is not leaving home in the States to go to college. This is leave your family and country. Never to be back in the same way again. A letting go to close friends here, your church, traditions, culture... Leaving behind the comfort and security of home and family. All our meals together, games every night, school each day together, ministry together, travels, and daily joys and sorrows. It's not taking the next step, but a big leap. I feel for my children. It isn't easy. My girls' goodbyes and doing it on their own at college while their parents are in another country. And our younger kids who don't want them to go. Makai tells them regularly, "Don't go! I'm going with you. I'm going to hide in your suitcase." Emalai is sad. Change...it's part of life, it isn't bad, but it can hurt. I think we will feel incomplete without our girls. They fill our home and lives and so it's hard to let go. Our house is made for 7. My heart aches as we have one last supper all together on the porch enjoying good conversation and as I say goodnight to them one last night in their beds in our home. My heart is so heavy...

God has been speaking to me in this season of change and loss. Calling me to trust Him once again.

Deut. 28:3 and 6 You will be blessed in the city and in the country. You will be blessed when you come in and when you go out.

Joshua 1:9 Be strengthened and have courage. Do not be frighten or discouraged, FOR the Lord your God will be with you WHEREVER you go!

Lydia and Grace, you will leave a hole here in Obule and in our home. I know your hearts remain here as you go. You fill our home with joy, laughter, conversations, fun, creativity, and love. You are my daughters but you've also been my friends. I will miss the companionship you gave me. Thank you for all your help! For helping to homeschool your siblings, playing endless hours with them, helping around the home, and which allowed me to be apart of the ministry. I am so thankful you were involved in the ministry here and apart of the church, youth group and community. Everyone loves you guys because they know they are loved by you! You belong to this place and people. And so it's so hard to leave... God goes before you and with you my precious daughters. I am so very proud of you! Proud of you for thriving as TCKs. Proud of you for seeking and following the Lord's call in your lives. Proud of you for doing hard things. I love you and God loves you too!!! May God use you as you study and prepare for His calling in your life.