Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Wedding, transformation, and His Word
April
7, 2013
I
am pleased to say we are doing quite well. Thank you for each prayer
you prayed for us. Don’t stop!
God is so faithful and good. I know ups and downs will continue but
the hope I find in the Lord gives me peace and great joy.
We
just returned home from our teammates wedding. What an adventure.
Let me help you get the “American wedding” out of your head. We
left Friday morning to go to Mbale which takes over two hours to
drive to because of the bad roads. They are working on the roads but
there are so many pot holes in areas that at one point Grace and Luka
shouted from the back seat, “Dad, get off this bumpy road!” at
the top of their lungs. Lydia can’t even sit in the back because
she gets so car sick. Anyways, it makes us all very happy when we
get there. (By the way I saw the pot hole on Baldwin St. in MI after
the winter, take that, make some of them a few feet deeper and then
drive on it for an hour or so weaving in and out and you may get the
idea of our Mbale Road.)
We
stayed at a hotel in Mbale with a couple other teammates. After
swimming with us Josh drove another hour up the mountain to where the
wedding was. He preached at the wedding and went for rehearsal. The
wedding was at Sisyi Falls, a beautiful waterfall and place where our
team has often camped, we chose not to stay the night there because
there were so many others staying there, it is really muddy this time
of year and I didn’t want to tent with a baby. The rehearsal never
happened – long story – so Josh came back and joined us for
supper. The kids and I enjoyed our afternoon by the pool. We were
even blessed with a huge, beautiful double rainbow over the mountain.
Only God!!! I love seeing Him!
Saturday
we got ready and drove to the wedding. It is so fun to get dressed
up and have somewhere to go (at least I enjoy it). Luka even wore
his tie and vest. What a little man. The girls both wore skirts
made with Ugandan material because they did a dance in the wedding
with the rest of the girls on the team. Knowing our teammate Beckie
was marrying a Ugandan and having a somewhat Ugandan wedding, we knew
things wouldn’t be on time and may be even some what looks like
chaos. We arrived at 10am so the girls could practice their dance.
People were told the wedding would start at 11am hoping it would
start at noon. It ended up starting at 1:30pm I believe. We just
sat back and enjoyed the day and tried to be as helpful as we could.
After all of a half an hour, Luka found his cousin Moses and they
started playing boats in the stream with seed pods. So off went the
shirt and tie until the wedding began. It was hard for anyone to
stay clean with all the mud around. Angie, my sister, was the maid
of honor so I sat with her as she got her hair done and prayed with
Beckie before she got ready. What a big, exciting day. I love
weddings! It was fun to be with our whole team and be apart of this
together.
Once
the bus came from Soroti with many of their friends and family the
wedding party finished getting ready and the wedding began. The
church was full and hot. Emalai of course filled her pants and I had
to change her on my lap (my nice dress!) while sitting on a bench
surrounded by about 250 people. I was a little unhappy with the day
at this point. Then she wanted to eat but was too hot and mad to be
under the blanket to nurse. So she cried. I tried walking but there
was NO room in the church and it was hot and sunny outside. Finally
she gave in and fell asleep for the rest of the wedding. What a good
girl. When I sat back down Luka was lying on the bench sleeping too.
He missed the whole wedding.
Beckie
came in the first time in sac clothes as Josh preached from Ezekiel
about being before the Lord in filthy rags and Christ giving us clean
clothes. Then Ruudy, Beckies groom, gave her her wedding dress and
she went out and changed. Josh continued to preach and gave a
salvation message knowing there were people of other religions
present. It was a hard one to preach because the whole wedding was
so loud and had many distractions. But people heard the gospel and I
know God did what He desired. The girls did a wonderful job dancing.
I loved seeing my girls up there with big smiles. I was proud of
them. Beckie looked beautiful! I have never seen her all done up.
Her dress was made here with a pretty off white Ugandan material.
And Ruddy had what I consider a Nigerian outfit. They looked great.
There was lots of “Ugandan shouting” for the couple. It was fun.
The not so fun part was the paparazzi. So many people stood up and
went in front by Beckie and Ruudy or even behind the pastor to get
photos. Our teammate was the photographer for the wedding and about
had it trying to get good pictures with everyone mobbing the scene.
I felt bad for the bridesmaids being crowded out up there too.
About
half way through the wedding it began to rain – wait not rain,
pour! We were all stuck in the church. Even the Bride and Groom
walked down the aisle and turned around and walked back up front
because there was no where to go. For awhile we just kept singing
and celebrating. It was still raining so they took the wedding
pictures up front. Finally, the rain let up and we all walked up the
hill to the reception. I just had to laugh because my first step out
of the church into the grass my foot, including my nice shoes for the
wedding, sunk into mud. There was no hope. My feet were muddy and
my legs were speckled with mud. There was no way out of it. Water
and mud were everywhere. At least we all looked muddy – not true
you couldn’t see the mud on the Ugandan like you could on my white
legs. Luka and a few others then got bite my ants coming out of the
ground because of the rain. Are we having fun? There were three
tents up for people to sit under for the reception and it was a good
thing because the rain wasn’t finished. Just as people walked from
their tent to get in the food line, it poured again but this time it
didn’t stop. It was cold, everyone and everything was getting wet,
and Malai wanted to be fed while I tried to eat. I didn’t know
weather to laugh or cry at the situation. I felt really bad for
Beckie and Ruudy. Really there was no reception because of the rain.
But the good thing is they are married.
Josh
packed up our van with their wedding presents in the rain, while
Lydia helped escort people to get food with an umbrella, and Luka
danced in the rain with his friends. I had to smile. What a day.
We were going to drive back to Soroti but because of all the rain we
went back to Mbale for the night. The roads were slippery and the
pot holes full of water so you didn’t know how deep they were. I
was thankful for a warm, dry place to stay. Lydia talked the whole
ride back about the wedding and how much she likes weddings. She
said it makes her think about her wedding someday. She is just like
her mom. Actually, during the wedding I said to Josh do you think
Beckie’s Mom ever thought her daughter would have a wedding like
this? Then I said maybe we would have a Mongolian wedding someday.
Weddings make me all emotional. (I know not a surprise.) I was
surprised how much this wedding made me feel. I was so happy for
them, excited to be apart of it, sad for how the rain messed things
up, laughed at the memories it made, thankful for my husband and our
marriage, blessed by our team, touched by God’s gift of marriage…
Congratulations Ruudy and Beckie! Thanks for letting us be apart of
your special day!
We
have been rejoicing in the transformation we have been seeing in the
people in Obulle. They may seem small and we could easily overlook
them, but if you know the culture here these transformations are a
change of the heart that only God can do. And so they are worth
praising God for! One Sunday our pastor introduced his wife and told
our visitors they have 8 children. He noted that one child is not
born yet but they know it is a child. He said in their culture they
don’t talk about an unborn child – at all, no recognition for
fear of something happening to the baby. And they don’t
necessarily see it as life either. For our pastor to see this
pregnancy as a baby and number it with his children is a great thing.
He learned from God’s Word that He created every life and loves
each child, so he changed his thinking. Then recently we asked our
church leaders to pray with us about an orphan boy who does not want
to live on the streets and needs a home. All five of the leaders
came back willing to take the boy and not just as a servant which
most Ugandans do but as a son. Wow. That is transformation of the
heart and mind. Praise God for the work He is doing! One of our
church leaders recently had conflict with his wife. After repenting
before the Lord and forgiving, he gathered his children and wife and
apologized for not being a good husband and father lately. Now that
is transformation we all need. He is practicing what the Word of God
tells us to do. I am so thankful God is allowing us to see Him at
work in the lives of our friends in Obulle.
It
was also Josh’s 35th
birthday this weekend! Lydia baked him chocolate chip cookies and we
all made him cards. We sure do love him!!!
I
forgot to tell you a couple “we live in Africa” moments since we
returned. Four days after we arrived in country I went to wash my
hands in our bathroom at our team retreat and a frog jumps out of the
facet at me! I of course screamed. Our kids wouldn’t use our
bathroom until we found and removed the frog. (Can you tell we have
girls?) Then the first week back in Soroti our watchman killed three
snakes by our fence one morning. Three! I was comforted that they
were all a harmless gardener snake, but it is still a yucky snake.
Luka and Grace were totally intrigued and checked out each dead
snake. Lydia was freaked out and worried. Keeps us praying!
It
has been difficult for me to find precious time with the Lord since
Malai was born and we have moved. I love my time with God and know
without Him I can quickly become a mess. I need Him! I have been
clinging to Him all day long; talking with Him throughout the day,
say prayers as I go about my day, and praising Him for His many good
gifts. But when I have been able to sit with His Word I have been so
filled. I just finished reading through the Bible again and wondered
if I should start over at Genesis right away or do a Bible study or
what. I decided to begin again in Genesis. It is amazing how
something you know and have read so many times can still speak to
you. God’s Word is truly alive. He is the beginning. He is the
Creator of all. His creativity is amazing! He spoke and it was.
All creation obeyed. He set all things in its place – every star!
Everything has its place, purpose and reason because God said so. He
made all things good. No matter what the world says. God said we
are very good. Made in His very image! We are like the King or
Kings, God of all, Holy, Loving, merciful, just, relational…wow!
Then our Father lovingly gave us marriage. And gave us every plants
and animals to care for, eat, and even enjoy. His blessing for every
living thing was to multiply. It is a blessing from the Lord. After
all that, God Almighty rested. That makes the Sabbath holy and
blessed. A gift from God to us. (Genesis 1-2)
Then
reading Genesis 3 I realized God is the creator of even satan. Then
His beloved creation became His greatest enemy. How sad. That is
when God pointed out that we too are His creation, His beloved
children, and we too became His enemy. Our sin causes our Father
great pain and sadness. And yet, while we were His enemy He died to
save us. What love! Temptation is satan’s invitation to sin.
May we stop believing the lie that sin looks good, is pleasing, and
will make us wiser/better.
You
can be praying for my parents, great aunt, and a friend who arrive
this Saturday. We are excited to have them! My Dad hasn’t been in
Uganda since our first year (2007) and my Mom hasn’t since she came
to get the girls when Luka was sick. I am looking forward to showing
them our home and ministry in Obulle. So much has changed since our
beginning. Pray for safe travels and good health for everyone.
(I will add more pics soon)
Monday, April 1, 2013
How we are doing
Having a baby and home
schooling has changed my typing days but I still long to sit and share with all
of you. (Just to warn you this may be a
big journal!)
To be honest we have been
through more ups and downs than we care to.
I wish I could share everything but it is hard to explain and some
things I can’t. I can share that all the
downs have taken their toll on us emotionally.
I think some days we are on empty.
I know Josh is done with stuff here when I hear him talk about going
back to America and being a pastor
there. He is LONGING to be in Obulle
more. He loves teaching and doing
ministry out there. He feels called and
filled building God’s kingdom. He feels
a bit trapped in Soroti because his family and his team need him a lot right
now. His battery is drained right now in
Soroti and energized in Obulle, so he needs a balance to remain healthy. I feel tired.
I can’t do it all. I just want
everything to work out and work well. I
get emotionally attached and my heart hurts.
Because of everything we have been too busy too. So I have no choice but to go to God with all
of this – which is where I always need to be.
The burden is too heavy for us. I
pour it all out before the Lord and allow Him to do His thing. He is God.
He is in control. We are seeking
His will and abiding in Him -- His rest is good. We will make it through all this because God
is our sustainer.
Our kids seem to be doing
really well. I am so proud of them. The other night Grace came out and thanked
Josh for taking such good care of her.
Then she buried her head in his shoulder and cried. Josh asked her why she was crying and she
said she felt bad for all the kids here who don’t have dads or parents to take
care of them. What 7 year old thanks their
parents for taking care of them? Usually
that happens after we move out of the house and we realize how much our parents
did for us. I am so thankful our
children appreciate all they are blessed with.
And that their hearts cry like God’s for those who don’t have what they
should have. Their faith continues to
grow and it is a beautiful thing! Lydia was crying the other
night for her uncle Steven again. Her
heart is so tender for her unsaved uncle.
She told us she prays for him at the end of ever church service. Wow. I
admire her for praying with urgency for someone who is living apart from
God. She longs for him to know the Lord. So Steven if you are listening, we are
praying for you.
Emalai is now three
months old. She loves to be held but not
by others for very long. She is becoming
a mommy’s girl. She seems to like her
home – can a baby know that comfort at such a young age? Everyone loves her dimples. She has two big, cute ones when she
smiles. She continues to be one strong
little girl. She can roll over and tries
to sit up but only gets her head up so far.
She sleeps all night! Last night
was her longest 10pm to 6am ! Then she goes back to sleep for a few
hours. (Likes to sleep in like her mom
and sisters already!) She doesn’t take
long naps though. I could use grandma
some days. Over all I think Malai is
adjusting. I try to enjoy time with her
each day. When life gets busy I try to
focus on what is really important. Boxes
can wait, emails will always be there, things will work out…but Malai won’t
always be this young and I want to stop and enjoy time with her.
I started home schooling
two weeks ago. Yes, it was only our
second week in Soroti but the girls seemed to need some structure. The first day I was so overwhelmed. It is difficult figuring out how to home
school, have a baby, keep an eye on Luka, and keep the family fed. I could have cried. It did get better from there. The girls are doing really well over all and
Malai should be the smartest preschooler ever seeing she goes to school with us
at 12 weeks old. Our teammate, Karen,
agreed to teach every Wednesday – Yeah!
I am thankful for the break in the middle of the week to catch up on
everything I can’t do while teaching.
As some of you know we
had to let go of our house helper while we were in Michigan because she was caught
stealing. She was a dear friend and we
were proud of her for taking in and raising her three nieces and a nephew. Last Saturday her nieces and nephew came to
see us. They were crying. Josh explained to them why we had to let
their aunt go. The kids haven’t been
going to school now because our friends in Michigan and us were paying their
school fees. It was so hard to see them
crying. Josh prayed with them and I
hugged each one and told them that God would take care of them. Josh was so upset. We love those kids. Why do they have to suffer for the sins of
others?! It is the most famous question
here. It happens over and over
again. The innocent always suffer. That’s why I hate sin. Should we pay for their school fees knowing
the family wont? Do we let them feel the
results of sin? Is there any good answer? I walked away with no answers, but I felt God
speak. “Do you believe I am the Father
of the fatherless? You say you do so
watch me be their Father.” That’s
it. God told us in His Word that He is
the Father to the fatherless. For me to
think we needed to provide or no one would is saying that I am the savior. I don’t have to, God does. Do you get what I am saying?! God may tell me to do something, but when we
think I have to do this or no one else will is taking the place of God. When I think that way I don’t believe God is
all He says He is or will do all He says He will do. The people here don’t need me, my money, my
help…they need the Father. He provides,
heals, protects, loves… We are Christ’s
hands and feet but we are not the Savior.
Then there is our night
guard. When we came back she told us
that she became very weak while we were gone and found out she is HIV
positive. Her husband died two years ago
while she was pregnant for their fifth child.
She now knows that he died of AIDS.
She said she was so sick she was down to 90lbs. She said she couldn’t work nights anymore and
wanted to work day. She asked if we know
anyone who wanted any children. She is
now on the medicine to help but she basically has full blown AIDS and is
depressed. Again what do we do with
that? It isn’t just a statistic it
someone we know and care about. Again
God reminded me He is the Father. I
trust in You Lord. Later that week we
came home really late from watching basketball finals and our guard didn’t hear
us at all – as in we drove up, beeped, called her, opened the gate, drive in,
and went in the house without her knowing.
What is the point of a guard!!!
Needless to say she really can’t do the job and she resigned. Thankfully she was relieved. We paid her and she is using the money to pay
for her last semester in tailoring school.
We are glad she will have a trade that will provide for her family and
allow her to be home with them. We
prayed for her as she left knowing God is with her. (And we hired a new guard through a company
so we are not the employers. J)
Everyday it is becoming more and more home
again. I am thankful for our house. It is home.
I haven’t quite figured out cooking here again. It takes so much time which I don’t have
right now. Anyways, being thankful for
our home has made the decision to move or not to move to Obulle really hard. Some days I can hardly handle adjusting here
in Soroti where there is electricity, running water, and other
conveniences. So how can I do the
village? Or are we not at peace because
we should be there? Every time we are in
Obulle we feel apart of the people and love them. We really don’t know what to do. Will it be easier living there where we feel
called and Josh wont have to go there for hours at a time and me and the kids
can be apart of the ministry and lives of our friends? Or will it be too hard just living out
there? Is it about living easier or
harder? Is God calling? Cause if we are and we believe He will not
give us more than we can handle and will be with us then we need to go.
There is one permanent
structure in Obulle that we have been thinking about renting. We finally got a hold of the couple who owes
it and looked at the house. I tried to
prepare myself but it was still a shocker.
No ceiling, no bathroom, no kitchen but lots of grain, feed, and
turkeys. They do keep the yard very nice
and our kids were already enjoying climbing on the rock formations behind the
house. I know we can change the house
but the real problem is the people have relatives living in the three huts on
the property and they also plan to build another small house on the land to
live in. That is a lot of people near
by. We really need some privacy. So that is where we are at. We have made no decision and don’t really
know how to make this one.
It has been raining. Today was one of those precious days with
clouds and on and off rain all day. I am
in a sweatshirt and slippers!
I find church holidays to
sometimes be difficult here. If we don’t
make it something special it isn’t. I am
pretty sure Easter could pass by without notice if we didn’t call attention to
it. So we try. Maunday Thursday Josh got up from our table
and came back with a basin and towel. He
proceeded to wash each of the kids and my feet explaining what Jesus did and
how He told us to do likewise. Good
Friday we had church from 10am till 3pm but people didn’t show
up till after noon . We got
there about 1pm . There were
only about ten of us but Josh taught a good message on Jesus’ seven says on the
cross. We reflected on Jesus saying,
“Father forgive them” and took time to forgive those who wronged us. We sat silently before God asking what He had
for us to do as we thought about Jesus finishing the work God had for Him to
do. And we rejoiced knowing Jesus said
it was finished. Death was defeated,
sins were forgiven, and satan was defeated!
Easter morning I woke up
sick. Part of me was bummed and part of
me was thankful for a reason to rest.
Our church was canceled because of a funeral of a church member (a new
convert we didn’t know yet). Josh went
to our old church with Luka while the girls took care of Malai so I could
sleep. We did make it to Easter lunch,
games, and worship with our team.
I better stop there. I have written a lot and you are probably
worried about us by now. Don’t be. I met with God this morning. Josh told me he read Eph. 4 and Phil. 1 this
weekend and it helped him a lot so I read it this morning. God’s Word is life and truth! Eph. 4 challenged me to be completely humble,
gentle, patient, bearing with others in love.
Making every effort to keep the unity through peace. God is overall, through all, and in all. Wow, what comfort and hope that brings! I was reminded I need my attitude renewed and
to again put on my new self which is being like Jesus. Not remaining in our anger and letting satan
have a foothold. Speaking only what
builds others up and benefits the listener.
Being kind, compassionate, and forgiving because Jesus forgave me. I want to imitate Christ living a life of
love. He loved me first and gave up His
life for me.
Then Phil. 1 reminded me
to be thankful for those we partner with to advance the gospel. God promises to complete the good work He
began. I prayed Paul’s prayer that love
would abound more and more so that we can discern what is best and that we
maybe blameless until Jesus comes. I was
amazed to read that even though some preach Christ out of selfish ambition,
envy, and stir up trouble Paul said it doesn’t matter as long as Christ is
preached. That is the important
thing. Whatever happens I need to
conduct myself in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ.
Thanks for your prayers
everyone!
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Wow, Back in Uganda!
March 15, 2013
Hi everyone! It has been a very busy few weeks. I have been longing to write all we have gone through and all our emotions but there just isn't any opprotunity. Right now I am taking a break from unpacking and taking advantage of Malai sleeping to finally get typing (or should I call it processing). So here we go...
We are back in Uganda. This bring a lot of different feelings. But let me start further back than that. I will never be able to explain to some of you what it is like to move so much. There is so much organization and work involved in packing up and emptying out a house after living there five months with a family of six. I was so done with making decisions, giving away, throwing out, weighing boxes... Many people offered to help but so much we just have to do. It is all the more intresting packing up with a new born who needs you and one who was recovering from RSV and an ear infection. Thankfully through prayer God keep my mind and spirit peaceful. Somehow everything always gets done.
I think it was harder leaving again this time (it is always hard to say goodbye but some more than others). We really enjoyed our five months in Michigan. We were involved at our new church, Georgetown CRC, and were fed and blessed there. We made new, unexpected friendships and felt loved. Taking a baby back also makes it harder too. She is so small and we are the ones to protect her and care for her. And taking her from her grandparents breaks my heart. She will grow and change so much before they will hold her again. I am so thankful our kids were excited to go back home. To hear them call Uganda home is amazing to me. Above all we still know God wants us in Uganda. And where He wants us, I want to be! So everytime fear or a negative emotions would entered my mind I would give it to God and pray. I can trust Him.
Goodbyes are not fun. Our last Sunday I sat in church crying thinking this is when faith becomes action. Everything in my human nature wanted to stay in this wonderful, comfortable, easy, beautiful...place. But was I willing to give it all up, trust Jesus, and go? Was my faith what I say it is. Would I trust He is good, He is our protector, provider, truth, all powerful, Healer...? Yes I will Jesus! I will go again because You are who You say You are! I want to be a living testimony that Jesus is real and He can be trusted. Later that day when we said goodbye to Josh's parents and Luka was holding onto his grandpa's leg, Malai was in grandma's arms it just plain hurt again. And again my faith needed to become action. Do I believe Jesus' words that He will never leave me and will give us so much more when we leave everything we love for Him? I beleive Jesus...and so we go.
The last few years we have learned it is nice to go down to Chicago the day before we fly so we have a fun day to look forward to. This year we went with my partents to Shedd's aquarium. We had so much fun looking at all the beautiful, weird, and amazing fish. God is so big! We stayed at a hotel and enjoyed the pool and some good American food before we left. I appreciated the snow storm we left in before arriving into the African sunshine.
Everything about our travel went great. The whole way I would think of everyone praying for us and know God answers prayers. We prayed with my parents at the airport before telling them goodbye. They are coming to Uganda in 6 weeks so at least in our tears we had that to look forward to. At this point Grace finally got really sad. (Boy does that make it hard for the grandparents.) But once we were on our way it was ok. The kids did awesome! Even Malai. Honestly she did not cry on all 16 hours of flying. Our kids think it is so fun to fly so why not enjoy it. After a day of being messed up on when to sleep, eat or be awake it is good to arrive. There was a moment of stress when our vehical wasn't there as planned and we had a hire two taxi's to take our family, carry-ons and 16 peices of luggage. (It is amazing what they can put in a car!) But finally at 1:30am we were able to stretch out on our beds at the guesthouse and sleep. Thank you God!
Remember that snowstorm? While our first day in Uganda was 102degrees! We were so hot. It is hard to stay possivtive your first days back in country. We were jet lagged, hot, out of sorts, and not thrilled with the stresses of the culture. Thankfully Sliedrechts were also in town and we were able to enjoy a couple days with them. Our kids were so happy to be back together. It did make the transition easier. We took it easy and even enjoyed a pool day with our kids. (Felt so bad when the kids got really burnt even with sunscreen!)
Then we went to our team retreat. It was a bit overwhelming coming back to the team this way but it was a wonderful time that God used. Our speaker spoke on soul care and it was just in time for the team. God did His thing and I love that. His presence makes me cry. It is a beautiful thing. The kids were blessed too with their program and we all enjoyed the fellowship and play time together. I do love our team. Everyone knows it comes with the good and the bad but it makes us closer and causes us to grow. Josh and I look forward to reconnecting with everyone and to be used by God to be a blessing on this team.
After 12 day of living out of bags and traveling we were so ready to be home in Soroti. It was a long 7 hour drive but we made it. Malai was really out of sorts and cried like she has never cried before. She has been fussy since then but seems to finally be back to herself. The other kids literally cheered when they arrived in Soroti and love everything. They are so glad to be here and are loving what feel like their new toys they left five months ago. Me, I didn't cheer when we arrived but I didn't cry either. It is just hard. I am so thankful for our friends and team who make it so much easier with cleaming our house and meals. But coming from America everything seems not so nice, dirty, I don't feel pretty, it is too hot, things need fixing, employees need to be delt with, my baby is fearful of most people and sick of the bumpy roads and heat, there is unpacking and sorting everywhere, I have forgotten how to cook here... But I know this feeling and I know to rememind myself everyday will get better. And it has. Yes, we are in a third world country and it is hard to live here sometimes but I also have a nice house, fans, helpful husband, great kids, a team and friends, food, people praying for us... I am SO blessed! It is overwhelming coming back this time, maybe because we have a new baby, but all in all we are doing well and are thankful it is becoming home again.
Everyone is thrilled to meet Emalai -- and to have us back. It is so good to be loved and appreciated. We caught the end of church in Obulle Sunday so we could say hi to everyone. (It is going to be rough having a baby in a two hour long, hot service but we will survive.) Tomorrow they are welcoming us back in the service and having lunch for us. Lydia can't wait for pork and posho! It was good to see everyone and to know they missed us too. Other than unpacking we have been visiting with all of our friends and team this week. It brings a lot of comfort. It will be a little while before we are back into routine and doing ministry. We hope to focus on our team and settleing in for now. Josh is eager to get back teaching and being in the village but he knows it will come.
Thanks for all your prayers!!! I wish I could share every little detail and emotion but that would simply bore you. God has done so much and I praise Him! Will you continue to pray for us as we adjust, for Malai to feel well through all of this, for our team to continue to seek Christ, for spiritual protection from satan's attachs to discourage all of us, strength in the heat (thank God for rains a few times already!), for peace, and for our washer to be fixed :). Thanks everyone. We miss you.
One more super, awsome thing. Our first Sunday back Lydia woke up and told us she had a dream and God told her she was going to be a missionary in Mongolia. She said even if it means she would die she was going. We asked if she knew where Mongolia was she said she didn't know anything about Mongolia. I decided that will be our first geography and social studies project. We are so excited to see Lydia's faith grow! God spoke and she is ready to obey. What a testimony for all of us. I do have admit I had my first worries for my daughter going on the mission feild. I know some day we will be sending off our kids with heavy hearts. It is hard but so worth it. Lydia loves her Lord and wants to share Him! Can't wait to see what God does with Lydia's dream.
Mandy
Hi everyone! It has been a very busy few weeks. I have been longing to write all we have gone through and all our emotions but there just isn't any opprotunity. Right now I am taking a break from unpacking and taking advantage of Malai sleeping to finally get typing (or should I call it processing). So here we go...
We are back in Uganda. This bring a lot of different feelings. But let me start further back than that. I will never be able to explain to some of you what it is like to move so much. There is so much organization and work involved in packing up and emptying out a house after living there five months with a family of six. I was so done with making decisions, giving away, throwing out, weighing boxes... Many people offered to help but so much we just have to do. It is all the more intresting packing up with a new born who needs you and one who was recovering from RSV and an ear infection. Thankfully through prayer God keep my mind and spirit peaceful. Somehow everything always gets done.
I think it was harder leaving again this time (it is always hard to say goodbye but some more than others). We really enjoyed our five months in Michigan. We were involved at our new church, Georgetown CRC, and were fed and blessed there. We made new, unexpected friendships and felt loved. Taking a baby back also makes it harder too. She is so small and we are the ones to protect her and care for her. And taking her from her grandparents breaks my heart. She will grow and change so much before they will hold her again. I am so thankful our kids were excited to go back home. To hear them call Uganda home is amazing to me. Above all we still know God wants us in Uganda. And where He wants us, I want to be! So everytime fear or a negative emotions would entered my mind I would give it to God and pray. I can trust Him.
Goodbyes are not fun. Our last Sunday I sat in church crying thinking this is when faith becomes action. Everything in my human nature wanted to stay in this wonderful, comfortable, easy, beautiful...place. But was I willing to give it all up, trust Jesus, and go? Was my faith what I say it is. Would I trust He is good, He is our protector, provider, truth, all powerful, Healer...? Yes I will Jesus! I will go again because You are who You say You are! I want to be a living testimony that Jesus is real and He can be trusted. Later that day when we said goodbye to Josh's parents and Luka was holding onto his grandpa's leg, Malai was in grandma's arms it just plain hurt again. And again my faith needed to become action. Do I believe Jesus' words that He will never leave me and will give us so much more when we leave everything we love for Him? I beleive Jesus...and so we go.
The last few years we have learned it is nice to go down to Chicago the day before we fly so we have a fun day to look forward to. This year we went with my partents to Shedd's aquarium. We had so much fun looking at all the beautiful, weird, and amazing fish. God is so big! We stayed at a hotel and enjoyed the pool and some good American food before we left. I appreciated the snow storm we left in before arriving into the African sunshine.
Everything about our travel went great. The whole way I would think of everyone praying for us and know God answers prayers. We prayed with my parents at the airport before telling them goodbye. They are coming to Uganda in 6 weeks so at least in our tears we had that to look forward to. At this point Grace finally got really sad. (Boy does that make it hard for the grandparents.) But once we were on our way it was ok. The kids did awesome! Even Malai. Honestly she did not cry on all 16 hours of flying. Our kids think it is so fun to fly so why not enjoy it. After a day of being messed up on when to sleep, eat or be awake it is good to arrive. There was a moment of stress when our vehical wasn't there as planned and we had a hire two taxi's to take our family, carry-ons and 16 peices of luggage. (It is amazing what they can put in a car!) But finally at 1:30am we were able to stretch out on our beds at the guesthouse and sleep. Thank you God!
Remember that snowstorm? While our first day in Uganda was 102degrees! We were so hot. It is hard to stay possivtive your first days back in country. We were jet lagged, hot, out of sorts, and not thrilled with the stresses of the culture. Thankfully Sliedrechts were also in town and we were able to enjoy a couple days with them. Our kids were so happy to be back together. It did make the transition easier. We took it easy and even enjoyed a pool day with our kids. (Felt so bad when the kids got really burnt even with sunscreen!)
Then we went to our team retreat. It was a bit overwhelming coming back to the team this way but it was a wonderful time that God used. Our speaker spoke on soul care and it was just in time for the team. God did His thing and I love that. His presence makes me cry. It is a beautiful thing. The kids were blessed too with their program and we all enjoyed the fellowship and play time together. I do love our team. Everyone knows it comes with the good and the bad but it makes us closer and causes us to grow. Josh and I look forward to reconnecting with everyone and to be used by God to be a blessing on this team.
After 12 day of living out of bags and traveling we were so ready to be home in Soroti. It was a long 7 hour drive but we made it. Malai was really out of sorts and cried like she has never cried before. She has been fussy since then but seems to finally be back to herself. The other kids literally cheered when they arrived in Soroti and love everything. They are so glad to be here and are loving what feel like their new toys they left five months ago. Me, I didn't cheer when we arrived but I didn't cry either. It is just hard. I am so thankful for our friends and team who make it so much easier with cleaming our house and meals. But coming from America everything seems not so nice, dirty, I don't feel pretty, it is too hot, things need fixing, employees need to be delt with, my baby is fearful of most people and sick of the bumpy roads and heat, there is unpacking and sorting everywhere, I have forgotten how to cook here... But I know this feeling and I know to rememind myself everyday will get better. And it has. Yes, we are in a third world country and it is hard to live here sometimes but I also have a nice house, fans, helpful husband, great kids, a team and friends, food, people praying for us... I am SO blessed! It is overwhelming coming back this time, maybe because we have a new baby, but all in all we are doing well and are thankful it is becoming home again.
Everyone is thrilled to meet Emalai -- and to have us back. It is so good to be loved and appreciated. We caught the end of church in Obulle Sunday so we could say hi to everyone. (It is going to be rough having a baby in a two hour long, hot service but we will survive.) Tomorrow they are welcoming us back in the service and having lunch for us. Lydia can't wait for pork and posho! It was good to see everyone and to know they missed us too. Other than unpacking we have been visiting with all of our friends and team this week. It brings a lot of comfort. It will be a little while before we are back into routine and doing ministry. We hope to focus on our team and settleing in for now. Josh is eager to get back teaching and being in the village but he knows it will come.
Thanks for all your prayers!!! I wish I could share every little detail and emotion but that would simply bore you. God has done so much and I praise Him! Will you continue to pray for us as we adjust, for Malai to feel well through all of this, for our team to continue to seek Christ, for spiritual protection from satan's attachs to discourage all of us, strength in the heat (thank God for rains a few times already!), for peace, and for our washer to be fixed :). Thanks everyone. We miss you.
One more super, awsome thing. Our first Sunday back Lydia woke up and told us she had a dream and God told her she was going to be a missionary in Mongolia. She said even if it means she would die she was going. We asked if she knew where Mongolia was she said she didn't know anything about Mongolia. I decided that will be our first geography and social studies project. We are so excited to see Lydia's faith grow! God spoke and she is ready to obey. What a testimony for all of us. I do have admit I had my first worries for my daughter going on the mission feild. I know some day we will be sending off our kids with heavy hearts. It is hard but so worth it. Lydia loves her Lord and wants to share Him! Can't wait to see what God does with Lydia's dream.
Mandy
| Goodbyes |
| Kids at the Team Beyond retreat |
| Malai stayed with us in the meetings |
| Team prayer |
| Team Beyond kids! |
| Grace with Malai and Lydia with her cousin Eliana |
| The Obulle Community team |
| Team Beyond |
| Our family at the retreat on Lake Victoria |
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