Before we go...

Before we go to Michigan for a visit I wanted to share an update:

Grace came home in August!  After her three months in Michigan we were glad to have her back!  Since no one could come visit us in Uganda, Grace flew all the way by herself.  Of course her flight was delayed in Chicago and so she ended up overnight there by herself.  Of all times!  Thankfully she handled it well and the airline got approval for a 17 year old to have a hotel room.  She made it after three days of traveling and waiting!  Makai counted down sleeps till she arrived.  He was SO excited and came running from behind the house shouting her name when she got home!  We made a cake for supper and he was convinced it was Grace's birthday cake and we had to have candles and sing to her.  That night at supper Emalai said our family feels complete again.  Makai also felt it and said excitedly, "I'm so happy we are together!"  Welcome home Grace!

It is hard for a third culture kid in the college years.  Grace loved her job at the coffee shop in Michigan and the independence of life there where she can drive, go out, and work.  But she was extremely lonely without her immediate family there.  Now back in Uganda it's been an adjustment to very little independence, a full house, a very simple village life, boredom...  It's a terrible feeling to not know where you want to be!  Grace would like us to have a home (our own home where she doesn't have to pack up her pictures and things) in Michigan so that we are there when she makes the big move to college.  Living in two very different worlds is hard.  Moving on is hard.  Being apart is hard.  Adjusting is hard.  I feel for my kids, I feel for myself.  Grace is slowly finding her place here again.  She even said she likes it again.  Just in time to visit Michigan again!  Actually that is how she wanted it so she didn't have to say goodbyes (avoiding the hurt).  

Oh God, You understand this unique life we live and the joy and sorrows it comes with, the challenges and privileges, and the closeness and separation we experience.  Help us to navigate it well.  You are our security and faithful one who never leaves us.   

One of the reasons Grace really wanted to come back for a month was to be a part of our church's youth conference.  Last week our three teens went their youth conference an hour away at a sister church in Pingere.  They spent two nights and three days there - about 150 youth, hours of sermons, in an unfinished church building, meals of posho and beans, pit latrines, hot...  I am simply proud of my kids!  They fit in here (as well as you can), they love their friends, they are an active part of the youth group, they endure all the cultural hardships, and they enjoy it!  So amazed watching them.  So thankful.  Josh taught on of the days and did a great job of having interaction and a group game that got them to interact with new people.  There was a BIG wind and rain storm the second night.  There was 50 mile per hour wind gusts!  We are thankful the tent survived and everyone was ok.  My family came home thankful to be a part of the youth conference.  Grace said it was worth coming back for.

Josh continues to teach FIC Discipleship Course in different places and various groups.

These are my friends Kristine (on the right side in red) and Imakulate (on the left). These ladies are neighbors, relatives by marriage and friends.

A couple weeks ago Imakulate's husband was hit by a car and died.  Tragic.  Imakulate had just spent a very rare day with her husband (Sam).  He bought her shoes and a dress.  Seems he was reconciling with his wife to show he was committed to the family.  Sam had also come to Christ in the last few months.  Although his faith was new and weak, we now find great hope in this.  After their day in town, Imakulate came home while Sam waited in town.  That is when he was hit.  He was rushed to the hospital.  Imakulate was there in time for Sam to tell her to take care of the kids and his last words were "this will glorify God".  Then he died peacefully.  The doctor said it was a miracle he could talk since his ribs were broken and had punched the lungs.  Others in the room said Sam must have been a believer because he died so peacefully.

Sam leaves behind 10 children from grown and married to one year old.  It is tragic.  The village came together to grieve and to help with an unexpected funeral.  I did appreciate seeing how everyone helped, people stay and just sit with the family as they mourn, and how money was given to help.  There was the traditional wailing, but there was also genuine tears even from men.  We hurt when our friends hurt.  It was hard.  I was impressed with Luka and his soccer friends who all gave money to help.  One of Sam's sons plays soccer with them.  They came to the burial and gave their support as a team.

A week after the burial Josh and I visited Imakulate and her family.  She was so thankful.  I am amazed how much it means to people when you visit them, remember them and share their pain.

Please pray for Imakulate and her family.

Imakulate and kids at the burial.

Luka and his soccer team giving support at the burial.

Makai wants to be like the big boys.  He "stole" Luka's soccer socks to be a real soccer player.

Planting season.  Emalai helped her friends plant sweet potatoes.  Her back was sore for days!

So next week we begin our travel to Michigan...how do I feel about that?  Mixed.  Excited for a break, all the comforts, beautiful Michigan, Fall weather and activities...but the logistics and transition for six weeks away it a lot.  Deciding was hard.  Do we go or not, should we or not, is it worth it or not, can we or not...what is God saying?  It is a big decision in everyway.  Once all the plans came together for the filming of the Grace Course in England - we made the decision to go.  

But then there was no house.  Where do we live?  At first it looked like we would have to move three times.  Not nice.  But then God provided an Air B&B house that will work for our family for the whole trip.  It is important to have a home you can be comfortable in as a family when you are away for awhile.  Rest instead of stress.  The plane tickets were something too.  The last few years we have been enjoying an overnight in route and leaving and arriving in Uganda in the middle of the day, but this time we are going at midnight straight to Chicago - 21 hours of traveling (not to mention a day of travel in Uganda and getting to Hudsonville).  No matter what, it is long and hard.  The good news is we got the tickets for almost half the price as other times.  

Then there is leaving here, home.  A total mix of emotions, including scared.  The Lord is working on that with me.  

Our kids all have different emotions too.  Poor Makai.  We told him we are visiting Michigan and he said, "And stay there forever and ever!"  He had a hard time moving here.  Pray he does well with all this!  Emalai would rather not do all the change and just stay here.  Luka is super excited for football, high school, good food and everything!  Lydia is handling it well.  She'd rather stay here but trusts our decision and is making the most of it.  Some deal with change better than others, but at least we get to do it all together!

Luka will be a freshman at Unity Christian and has the opportunity to be on the football team for a few weeks.  Emalai will continue with homeschooling seeing it is only a few weeks and I have Lydia and Grace to help. :)  I am very much looking forward to go back to my Bible studies again.  Josh will be in England from Oct. 14 to 21 filming the FIC Grace Course.  And we will be sharing in some of our supporting churches on Sundays.  The girls and I will even be dancing at some.

Six weeks (seven with travel) is a long time to be away when preparing and leaving our home here, but it is short when we plan our time in Michigan.  I don't think we have done a visit (week not months) since the teens were in diapers and preschoolers. 

Honestly, I am feeling that people may be too busy for us in Michigan.  I haven't really heard from many people.  Deep down I know people are excited to see us but the reality is they are busy in their lives, schedules and families.  Is there space for us?  Schedules are set and am not sure we fit in.  Hard reality.  

So I have been praying a lot about this unusual visit.  That God will prepare us, the way, the logistics, the transitions, and that He will go before, with and behind us.  I am praying that is is a meaning time and as always God is glorified.

Here we go...

Church Speaking Schedule:

Sept. 24 Oakwood CRC in Belding (AM service)

Oct. 1 East Martin CRC (AM service)  and  Faith Community (PM)

Oct. 8 Lake City CRC (AM)  and  Prosper CRC (PM)

Oct. 22 Georgetown CRC (AM) - this one is still pending...

Oct. 29 Highland CRC (AM)  and  Lucas CRC (PM)

Nov. 5  Jamestown CRC (AM)